me
This is the end of my journal...
im tired of writing about a girl that lives next door to me and how much im a fucking pussy to just go over there and give her a kiss...
but she doesn't love me so im just ganan give all my time now to music...and get better at drumms...
u know i love drums soo much and i havent played in two weeks..because ive been thinking about her... but that doesn't matter...
shes got a boyfrined...that shes marrying...im not even allowed to hang out with her he says...that sucks...u know its my own fault...
i told her i liked her and she pretty much laughed at me so u know why should i even try...there no sence in me liking a girl that will NEVER have feeling for me...
which is the worst because shes perfect....
journal closed.....
im tired of writing about a girl that lives next door to me and how much im a fucking pussy to just go over there and give her a kiss...
but she doesn't love me so im just ganan give all my time now to music...and get better at drumms...
u know i love drums soo much and i havent played in two weeks..because ive been thinking about her... but that doesn't matter...
shes got a boyfrined...that shes marrying...im not even allowed to hang out with her he says...that sucks...u know its my own fault...
i told her i liked her and she pretty much laughed at me so u know why should i even try...there no sence in me liking a girl that will NEVER have feeling for me...
which is the worst because shes perfect....
journal closed.....