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back from seattle.
we went to ikea which was cool, but really overwhelming. i got some little stuff for my room but because my mom paid for some of it, she was in a bad mood for the rest of the weekend and she's still going.
the rest of the weekend was kinda crappy. i got to hang out with molly and her mom but we just went to macy's and not only do i not need clothes right now, but my mom won't pay for clothes anyway, and i don't even like their clothes. and i wanted to to pike street market and look for posters. no time. we went to the boston/seattle baseball game last night and i realized that i don't really mind baseball, because i understand it and there's no cocky gestures or fights or anything stupid like that that you get in a lot of other sports. it's just the game and that's cool. but it's still boring.
i fell asleep anytime we weren't doing something. every car ride, everytime i sat down in the hotel. and i'm still exhausted. i need to do health. but i want to work on my room.
i don't want to go to school on monday. i don't want to do homework or really anything i "should" do. and i want a fucking band practice.
being stressed is starting to give me frequent and bad headaches. i think it's being stressed at least. but they don't make anything better.
advil doesn't help either.
2 weeks of being stressed about the paper.
1 week of outdoor school.
1 week of being stressed about making up for the fun week.
3 days of finals, missing 2 so i have to stay after school on that monday.
THEN WE'RE DONE. AND WE HAVE THE WHOLE SUMMER.
we went to ikea which was cool, but really overwhelming. i got some little stuff for my room but because my mom paid for some of it, she was in a bad mood for the rest of the weekend and she's still going.
the rest of the weekend was kinda crappy. i got to hang out with molly and her mom but we just went to macy's and not only do i not need clothes right now, but my mom won't pay for clothes anyway, and i don't even like their clothes. and i wanted to to pike street market and look for posters. no time. we went to the boston/seattle baseball game last night and i realized that i don't really mind baseball, because i understand it and there's no cocky gestures or fights or anything stupid like that that you get in a lot of other sports. it's just the game and that's cool. but it's still boring.
i fell asleep anytime we weren't doing something. every car ride, everytime i sat down in the hotel. and i'm still exhausted. i need to do health. but i want to work on my room.
i don't want to go to school on monday. i don't want to do homework or really anything i "should" do. and i want a fucking band practice.
being stressed is starting to give me frequent and bad headaches. i think it's being stressed at least. but they don't make anything better.
advil doesn't help either.
2 weeks of being stressed about the paper.
1 week of outdoor school.
1 week of being stressed about making up for the fun week.
3 days of finals, missing 2 so i have to stay after school on that monday.
THEN WE'RE DONE. AND WE HAVE THE WHOLE SUMMER.