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I'm realizing, after talking to kathleen, how fucked up my friendship situation is. We've put ourselves into this situation where we're a "group" in theory, but really, we all have our own friends and interests outside of the 10 of us. We all know that, but we never really acknowledge it, and I'm sure some people just never think about it. But now I come to a point where I need to figure who to invite to whatever-you-wanna-call-it and i don't know who. 2 aren't good friends of mine at all. I can't even say i know them that well. so the logical thing to do would be to not invite them. but i still care about their feelings and because we're such a "group" it's so weird to not include someone, or a couple people. i dunno. it's an awkward situation we've gotten ourselves into and i don't think i like it.
i'm sicker again, cuz we ran a lot today. i also have a stomach ache, on top of cramps. i'm cold. running was shitty today, lots of sprints and just really hard because it was hot and we were using too much energy. it made me feel light headed and dead.
on the other hand, SARAH CHARLES IS BACK TOMORROW!
i'm sicker again, cuz we ran a lot today. i also have a stomach ache, on top of cramps. i'm cold. running was shitty today, lots of sprints and just really hard because it was hot and we were using too much energy. it made me feel light headed and dead.
on the other hand, SARAH CHARLES IS BACK TOMORROW!