Mar 11, 2005 10:08
I’m surrounded by the cold and the quite constantly reminds me of how completely lonely life can be. My heart is racing. The song playing softly in the background has been on repeat for the last two hours. I sit hurt, abandoned, and alone on the floor where we used to love. In the same place we swore we would always be together, and now the silence and your absence is slowly driving me insane.
I’ve never known hurt like this because you were always there to fix things when they went wrong, and I never knew that life could be without joy because you were always smiling.
I need your smile!
I hate this,
I hate them,
I hate everyone who doubts that this is real!
Love…
I need you here, badly!