"There is no human soul, and I am absolutely for sure seriously not going to fucking cry."
--LAST PERSON WHO..--
x. Slept in your bed: me... I hope.
x. Saw you cry: Justin and Anna? but Tuesday shouldn't count.
x. Made you cry: don't talk about that.
x. Spent the night with: Anna.
x. You shared a drink with: Ash.
x. You went to the movies with: Ash.
x. You went to the mall with: Ash.
x. Yelled at you: the crazy woman in my house.
x. Sent you an email: Jenn.
x. You kissed: HAHAHAHAHAHA. that John kid tonight.
--HAVE YOU EVER..--
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? only to friends.
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: it's a fucking turtle. I'm not a sadist.
x. Been to New York: yes.
x. Florida: twice, Miami and Orlando.
x. California: yes, San Francisco.
x. Hawaii: NOT YET!
x. Danced naked: yes.
x. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: the fuck if I ever remember.
x. Wished you were the opposite sex: yes.
x. Had an imaginary friend: no.
x. Things you like in a girlBOYS: sense of humor, conversation, body.
x. Worst feeling in the world: failure.
x. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up: DID I LEAVE MY STRAIGHTENER ON?
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no.
x. Favorite sport to watch: tennis for the sound effects.
x. Current Age: fifteen years, two months, ten days.
x. Siblings: none.
x. Location: Kansas.
x. College plans: might not be able to afford it. :o)
--STUFF--
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: hahaha I have not loved anyone, but yes, I have been infatuated with that type, and you could say I still am right now.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: my dad? but no, haven't cried over a boy boy boy. just angered.
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: taller guys. longer hair, witty..
x. Want someone you don't have right now: haha, nobody has any idea.
x. Are you lonely right now: don't think about it. not worth it.
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: I don't want to.
x. Do you want to get married: have discussed this with people-- first marriage for money, second marriage for sex, third marriage for fame, fourth for sex or whatever else comes along.
x. Do you want kids: not particularly.
--FAVORITE--
x. Room in house: this house? no.
x. Type(s) of music: labeling music is too subjective.
x. Color: red, gray.
x. Perfume or cologne: if I smell Axe one more time I'm going to puke as I cannot get that taste out of my throat.. I like fruity stuff a lot.
x. Month: you have to take all twelve, why does it make a difference? I'm going to pick June.
x. Stone: the one in front of my door.
--IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: ...yes? I think. haha, I'm really not sure.
x. Bought something: nope. I've been living on water and generosity.
x. Gotten sick: yes. yahahahahahfsdflskhaha YES.
x. Sang: haha, sang/screamed at Ashley's.
x. Said "I Love You": not sure. yes?
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: no.
x. Met someone new: yes. a couple someones.
x. Moved on: nothing to move on from.
x. Talked to someone: no, of course not. I'm a mute.
x. Missed someone: yes. but I'm seeing all three of them tonight!
x. Hugged someone: yes.
x. Kissed someone: yes.
x. Fought with your parents: yes. it's a daily ritual now; I would feel incomplete without it!
Past couple days have been pretty satisfying.
I wish I had no fear.
On Tuesday I met up with Anna, Justin, Liz, Tim, and Ashley at Town Center, and then we drove down to Incredabowl to watch them with their DDR as I'm horrible. :o) After that we headed back to Town Center for a couple hours, and it was fun because Tim is hysterical and amazing at prank-calling. Afterwards, I spent the night at Anna's.. That got crazy, but it's all better now. I hate that they saw me like that. We ended up sleeping until three.
Not puking anymore.
Today I went over to Ashley's with Anna and Julia (who left early). That was fun too. Then around seven I met up with Ashley, Anna, and Justin at Incredabowl.. Mark somehow showed up randomly, I didn't see him come in. Then Brian.. Then those two left, and the original three of us went over to Subway, where it got crazy, and there was mooning that took place. Afterwards, we met up with John, and then Chris, Mark, and Brian came back. Fun night.
I need the bitch of an assistant principal at my high school to sign my form to take a health class online. She lost the first one that she had for over two weeks since before the end of school. This was her last year, so you'd think she could do her fucking job for the last month or so she's here.
I'm really quite outraged because I saw an AUTOGRAPHED copy of the hardcover version of Diary by Chuck Palahniuk, and my dad refused to buy it (even if I paid him back) because it was "too expensive." $24.95 IS TOO EXPENSIVE FOR MY GOD'S SIGNATURE? Fuck you, old man.
My mother has been attending church as she's unemployed. I don't know if it's for reassurance/salvation/relief or just something to kill time during the day for her. These days it's so hard to tell who's genuine and who's just putting on airs.
That's about it.