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i've been making a concious effort to eat better, eat healthier, i'd like to get back in shape. i have a feeling that alot of the pain i feel lately is attributed to the stress on my body and the increase of workload as the seasons begins at work. i need to start seriously factoring running into my schedule. it's been a while since i've done real excercise, it's difficult when your lady sleeps over alot. sometimes it's hard to leave bed to go run and get sweaty. for the benefit of my health i will have to make some changes to my schedule. becoming healthier will also benefit my mental stability, i won't be seeing my counseler as of next week and I'd like to keep same without self medicating or taking some weird little pills that make me feel worse. besides this, there isn't much to report. i'm set on not throwing away my summer this year, this job isn't worth it, i don't respect the chef enough, i owe him nothing, i will take time as i need it. this job isn't worth what I get paid and i get paid well. i'm tired of going unappreciated, i'm tired of following some un-qualified GM's plan. keeping my head above water. I want to leave this island sooner than never.