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I believe I think i have made one of the biggest mistakes of my adolescant life.
i'm going to have to live with the consequences, i presume. but that doesn't mean it's going to be easy.
why can't I just stop phsyco-analzying my life and just be happy with the people in my life who make me so happy? who make me feel like i'm somewhat worthwhile?
I know you're probably reading this right now, and you're probably going to paste this into an IM and ask me what it means..well, I don't know what it means. because I can't understand myself. I'm sorry for what i've done to you and all the pain and emotions i've caused you. I'm a trainwreck. I know it. and I tried to hide you from it by breaking it off early. I know..it's phycotic. and i don't make sense. but it's who i am.
all i ask is for is forgiveness.
i'm going to have to live with the consequences, i presume. but that doesn't mean it's going to be easy.
why can't I just stop phsyco-analzying my life and just be happy with the people in my life who make me so happy? who make me feel like i'm somewhat worthwhile?
I know you're probably reading this right now, and you're probably going to paste this into an IM and ask me what it means..well, I don't know what it means. because I can't understand myself. I'm sorry for what i've done to you and all the pain and emotions i've caused you. I'm a trainwreck. I know it. and I tried to hide you from it by breaking it off early. I know..it's phycotic. and i don't make sense. but it's who i am.
all i ask is for is forgiveness.