life really fukin sux!!!
sometimes people jus go to far i guess...i guess i did that tonight....krista is all pissed off at me because i thought we were laughin and havin a good time and jus fukin around, but i guess i jus took it to far..i love her to death, but i dont even think i can say that she feel tha same way...i feel like all tha shyt that i do for her isnt enough....i feel like i try my hardest to keep her happy, but i never can....i feel like she doesnt appreciate tha shyt that i do for her...i mean i take her out to eat and take her to movies n shty and fukin try to give her all my attention all tha time, but its jus not good enough for her...i mean all i wanted to do was talk to her on tha phone tongiht after her dad got on tha phone and bitched me out sum what...but all she said was that she was tired, which is bullshyt because she didnt yawn once and she didnt sound tired and she had tha energy to yell at me but when i say sumthin she cuts me off and says im tired....im really gettin fukin sick and tired of tryin to do all this nice shyt for her and it jus comin bak at me and bitin me in tha ass..its fukin bullshyt...i dont know wut to do..i dont know if i should jus stop spending all tha money on tryin to make krista happy, or if i should jus spend more and more to keep her ahppy, because tha only time she seems happy is when im spending money, it seems like she cant jus be happy layin in bed wit me or anything like that...i dont know wut to do...all i can say is that i love you krista and i want to be with you forever...but i cant make u be with me...i jus want u to be happy...its ur decisoin wether or not u want to be wit me...jus know that i love u always and forever!