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this week in general sucked! to sum it all up...i got fucking humilated by all my friends and felt harassed and pushed to like someone..and of course no one cares how i feel. i dont like kyle..and of course everyone feels bad for me bc i dont have a bf so then right when someone likes me they try to have the guy throw himeslef on me so i like him..but no he held me with such a tight grip that i really felt harassed and humilated..
then tonight we were all hanging out it was fun and stuff until i saw that i was the only one without a boyfriend so there was aimee and john. anna and brad. ashley and john. and meredith and andrew and then there was me. i relly wouldn't mind it just that people make such a big deal that it just gets me annoyed that i want a bf. so i felt left out and kinda embarassed at the same time. that i just left. unerstandable..i think so.
im just really hating life right now and i love all my friends so much just sometimes i really need to get away from them and meet someone new. i know that sounds horrible but i think that i just bring peoples day down and i shouldn't be doing that. and im sorry.
brooke
then tonight we were all hanging out it was fun and stuff until i saw that i was the only one without a boyfriend so there was aimee and john. anna and brad. ashley and john. and meredith and andrew and then there was me. i relly wouldn't mind it just that people make such a big deal that it just gets me annoyed that i want a bf. so i felt left out and kinda embarassed at the same time. that i just left. unerstandable..i think so.
im just really hating life right now and i love all my friends so much just sometimes i really need to get away from them and meet someone new. i know that sounds horrible but i think that i just bring peoples day down and i shouldn't be doing that. and im sorry.
brooke