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i love this man with all my heart. him and his wife took both my sister and i after my father died and to me, became my real father. i dont know how or where to begin my feelings for this loss. im sorry if this all seems like a big jumble of nothing to you but ive yet been able to comprehend the invincible old man that loved and cared for me is truely gone..
i went to go see him two days ago at the hospital and all signs pointed that he beleived that he was going and it was soon but it seemed like such a miracle as to how much better he was doing. he was sitting up, eating, drinking, and walking as much as he can. the nurses said that he is the most comical out of everyone in the hospital so my sister, grandmother and i all beleived that he was coming back home.. almost a for sure thing.
but i guess in reality, he was just making peace and end his life in a happy manner. he saw my sister and i and he wouldnt stop smiling and you could just see the happiness just glow right off his face. when we left, he cried but i thought it was just tears of happiness..
i cant say goodbye
i watched the smoke, as it grew darker and blew up through the roof
i watched the fed, saw them panic, as the fire grew
i saw virginia, get rid of langley, and its secrets too
i held your hand, and sat there knowing, that we'd make it through
i saw this man dispose of hunger and soap operas too
i saw this field, that grew perfection full of things you do
i saw this box, get rid of heartache and cure cancer too
when i awoke i sat there hoping, this is what we'll do
if we can, we will leave a letter and this song for you
and we'll write once a day and put it through the sea to you
we'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do
if we can we will leave a letter and this song for you
and we'll write once a day and put it through the sea to you
we'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do
when the sky seems to clear who will then be left, but a few, me and you
i went to go see him two days ago at the hospital and all signs pointed that he beleived that he was going and it was soon but it seemed like such a miracle as to how much better he was doing. he was sitting up, eating, drinking, and walking as much as he can. the nurses said that he is the most comical out of everyone in the hospital so my sister, grandmother and i all beleived that he was coming back home.. almost a for sure thing.
but i guess in reality, he was just making peace and end his life in a happy manner. he saw my sister and i and he wouldnt stop smiling and you could just see the happiness just glow right off his face. when we left, he cried but i thought it was just tears of happiness..
i cant say goodbye
i watched the smoke, as it grew darker and blew up through the roof
i watched the fed, saw them panic, as the fire grew
i saw virginia, get rid of langley, and its secrets too
i held your hand, and sat there knowing, that we'd make it through
i saw this man dispose of hunger and soap operas too
i saw this field, that grew perfection full of things you do
i saw this box, get rid of heartache and cure cancer too
when i awoke i sat there hoping, this is what we'll do
if we can, we will leave a letter and this song for you
and we'll write once a day and put it through the sea to you
we'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do
if we can we will leave a letter and this song for you
and we'll write once a day and put it through the sea to you
we'll regret all those things we thought of but didn't ever do
when the sky seems to clear who will then be left, but a few, me and you