May 07, 2003 20:54
Well, its been forever since i've put anythin on here but over the past 24hrs, some major stuff has happened, so i thought i'd document it. Well, there's this girl I met about a month or so ago and i was gettin along with her really well. I started to like her but since i'm so shy i couldn't bring myself to tell her. About 2 weeks ago she got kicked out of her apt and had to move home with her mom about an hour away from here so we couldn't talk other than online. Then last night she IM's me and tells me that she thinks she might be pregnant, then i break down and tell her how i feel about her and she tells me that she likes me too and if circumstances were different, she'd love to have something with me. So this kinda got me upset that i finally find a girl that likes me and something like this comes along and screws everything up. Then just about an hour or so ago, she gets online with a status message that says "not a good day..." and IM's me and says "false alarm" and then signs off. So now i don't know if she meant that she found out shw wasn't pregnant or what, i would assume that by false alarm she meant that she wasn't, but then want's up with the "not a good day" thing? well, any ideas or thoughts would be helpful. I'll post more later as i figure things out