IM SORRY
God, i can't believe i was so stupid, i've taken the best thing in my life, my relationship with Caity, and put it in jeopardy. I met some people at lunch the weekend before thanksgiving and then went to hang out with them that night, but while we were out, i got to feeling insulted and hurt. Then when Caity asked me, when i got home, who i had been out with, i thought i didn't want to mention the people i had been with since i was feeling hurt by them, so i said i was out alone. This of course was a lie, which i now regret because i've hurt Caity and lost her trust. I would give anything to be able to have that trust back. I just wish i were able to show her how truly sorry i am and that i would do anything to make it up to her, and never do anything like that again.