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i never really update this nemore.
but yeah. i just read stephs deadjournal about valentines day. and it gets me thinking, i never had an actual good valentines day. i never had anyone to spend it with. yeah, i spent it w/ john last year but that was at tegras party and the whole situation kind of sucked. like i want to just be alone w/ him n have a nice romantic valentines day lol. i dont know. nevermind. im so dumb. haha. i just want one year to be special. probably wont be for a few years though... maybe when im 30 lol.
random thoughts.
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for updates.
i never really update this nemore.
but yeah. i just read stephs deadjournal about valentines day. and it gets me thinking, i never had an actual good valentines day. i never had anyone to spend it with. yeah, i spent it w/ john last year but that was at tegras party and the whole situation kind of sucked. like i want to just be alone w/ him n have a nice romantic valentines day lol. i dont know. nevermind. im so dumb. haha. i just want one year to be special. probably wont be for a few years though... maybe when im 30 lol.
random thoughts.
READ THE XANGA FOR UPDATE ON YEAH YEAH YEAHS CONCERT!!!!!!!!!