this sucks.
my mom is so retarted.
okay she is letting me go to johns tonight for new years and stay over n stuff...
but shes going to lennys tonight and having some big thing w/ him... and she said that it will ruin her night to bring me over there cuz she cant drink before 9... cuz she has to pick me up from work at 9. so she said to me... "i cant bring you over there tonight, it will ruin my plans... so just come home from work and stay here."... YEAHH im gonna stay here BY MYSELF while shes over there getting drunk...
shes so fucking irresponsible.
i cant stay here by myself. so she said the only way i can go over there is if i get a ride. i dont know. everything is so frustrating. i hate this. ill probably end up spending new years alone in this apartment all night doing absolutely nothing until my mom comes home the next morning. lovely.
i dont know. maybe ill take the bus if i have to, i just wouldnt get to johns till 11 and theres a lot of scary people on the bus at night.. and on new years.... its gonna be worse. i just hope i can get over there somehow. :( i hate this. i just need to get out of the house i need to get away from here.
and on top of all of this, i have cramps and i feel like shit. :'( and then i have my driving lesson at 1 then i work 5-9 and i have to help close the store tonight at 9 i think. cuz thats when we close tonight.
my mom is just pissing me off. i guess getting drunk is more important than me... "sureeee just leave ashley at home alone all night... she'll be fine... '
right.
this sucks.
if anyone can pick me up from work at 9 and bring me over to johns let me know. i cant stay here tonight. not alone. i just cant. and i have no where else to go.
man, i feel like a homeless person.
okay she is letting me go to johns tonight for new years and stay over n stuff...
but shes going to lennys tonight and having some big thing w/ him... and she said that it will ruin her night to bring me over there cuz she cant drink before 9... cuz she has to pick me up from work at 9. so she said to me... "i cant bring you over there tonight, it will ruin my plans... so just come home from work and stay here."... YEAHH im gonna stay here BY MYSELF while shes over there getting drunk...
shes so fucking irresponsible.
i cant stay here by myself. so she said the only way i can go over there is if i get a ride. i dont know. everything is so frustrating. i hate this. ill probably end up spending new years alone in this apartment all night doing absolutely nothing until my mom comes home the next morning. lovely.
i dont know. maybe ill take the bus if i have to, i just wouldnt get to johns till 11 and theres a lot of scary people on the bus at night.. and on new years.... its gonna be worse. i just hope i can get over there somehow. :( i hate this. i just need to get out of the house i need to get away from here.
and on top of all of this, i have cramps and i feel like shit. :'( and then i have my driving lesson at 1 then i work 5-9 and i have to help close the store tonight at 9 i think. cuz thats when we close tonight.
my mom is just pissing me off. i guess getting drunk is more important than me... "sureeee just leave ashley at home alone all night... she'll be fine... '
right.
this sucks.
if anyone can pick me up from work at 9 and bring me over to johns let me know. i cant stay here tonight. not alone. i just cant. and i have no where else to go.
man, i feel like a homeless person.