This is going to be a busy/depressing journal for a bit...
I don't want to.
I really really really really don't want to. I know I have to because the feelings aren't mutual and I'm being taken advantage of and I know that the trust is forever broken, but I still don't want to end this. There wont be anybody to hug or wrap my arms around, or somebody to lay with or talk to at night. My bed is going to be so empty and cold and lonely. I so do not want to do this at all but I know it has to be done. I'm going to go back to being alone, I hated being alone..
I really really really really don't want to. I know I have to because the feelings aren't mutual and I'm being taken advantage of and I know that the trust is forever broken, but I still don't want to end this. There wont be anybody to hug or wrap my arms around, or somebody to lay with or talk to at night. My bed is going to be so empty and cold and lonely. I so do not want to do this at all but I know it has to be done. I'm going to go back to being alone, I hated being alone..