The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly
So Sam is moving back to Arizona...
It's really shitty but I knew she would. It makes perfect sense.
Obviously it's bad because she's my girlfriend and I want to be able to see her/hold her whenever etc. But on the bright side she does want to stay together, and isn't leaving forever. Just a few months. We already have a plan to see each other twice a month too, which honestly isn't that much and kind of bugs me, but it's not exactly an hour drive. I suppose it is kind of good because absence makes the heart grow fonder, right?
anyway here's why it's good...
The reason she's leaving is because she's under a lot of stress, and the reason she's under a lot of stress is money. She's been working her butt off at starbucks, 4AM shifts, to try to make rent every month and things keep coming up and she has to go to me for the remainder of the rent and I gladly loan it to her because I want her to stay. So she owes me $1,000 already. And she's tired of working her ass off and still not being able to pay rent, and having to rely on me for things. Her room mates apparently bug the hell out of her, although she's usually here instead of there anyway.
So it's good that she will leave for a few months, because it will give her a chance to make money and come back with a foot to start on. Maybe a couple thousand dollars on the side so that she can help herself if she has to pay rent etc. She says she wants to come back for school, fall semester. So just for the summer. Which is shitty cause it's like alright summer is here let's all hang out!......except Sam isn't here...... which I know will probably kill my spirit but i'll try my best to have fun anyway.
I just hope she doesn't stop liking me while she's gone, or decide to stay there more permanenty because honestly she has a lot more friends there than here and it would make sense to me.
Things have already been rough for the last month or so and this just kind of blows though.... I hope things turn out okay in the end.
Hope that kind of explained the last post a bit.
It's really shitty but I knew she would. It makes perfect sense.
Obviously it's bad because she's my girlfriend and I want to be able to see her/hold her whenever etc. But on the bright side she does want to stay together, and isn't leaving forever. Just a few months. We already have a plan to see each other twice a month too, which honestly isn't that much and kind of bugs me, but it's not exactly an hour drive. I suppose it is kind of good because absence makes the heart grow fonder, right?
anyway here's why it's good...
The reason she's leaving is because she's under a lot of stress, and the reason she's under a lot of stress is money. She's been working her butt off at starbucks, 4AM shifts, to try to make rent every month and things keep coming up and she has to go to me for the remainder of the rent and I gladly loan it to her because I want her to stay. So she owes me $1,000 already. And she's tired of working her ass off and still not being able to pay rent, and having to rely on me for things. Her room mates apparently bug the hell out of her, although she's usually here instead of there anyway.
So it's good that she will leave for a few months, because it will give her a chance to make money and come back with a foot to start on. Maybe a couple thousand dollars on the side so that she can help herself if she has to pay rent etc. She says she wants to come back for school, fall semester. So just for the summer. Which is shitty cause it's like alright summer is here let's all hang out!......except Sam isn't here...... which I know will probably kill my spirit but i'll try my best to have fun anyway.
I just hope she doesn't stop liking me while she's gone, or decide to stay there more permanenty because honestly she has a lot more friends there than here and it would make sense to me.
Things have already been rough for the last month or so and this just kind of blows though.... I hope things turn out okay in the end.
Hope that kind of explained the last post a bit.