Weirdddd
It's so new to me having a girlfriend. Like every time I kiss her it doesn't feel real to me, I feel like this is one big dream. I'm not used to it at all.
Seriously in my brain getting a kiss does not compute, like for me it just doesn't happen. And I introduced Sam to Vito's mom tonight; I said, "this is my girlfriend Sam." It tripped me out to say that more than it did Vito's mom. It's just so odd....
I love it though. Having somebody to hug and hold, someone who makes me feel important and I know likes me because we will just be laying there and then she will turn over and bury her head in my arms. I really like the feeling that I actually mean something to someone.
Mostly I just like having someone to hug, it always makes me feel great. Before I met Sam whenever I was down or thought, 'man i just need a hug' the only thing I could possibly think was to go visit Shellie. Nobody ever hugged me.
No this is not a sob story though, it's happy, because i'm happy now. And sometimes I can be mean to Sam or get mad over stupid stuff and that I have to stop. I really hope I don't fuck this up.
Seriously in my brain getting a kiss does not compute, like for me it just doesn't happen. And I introduced Sam to Vito's mom tonight; I said, "this is my girlfriend Sam." It tripped me out to say that more than it did Vito's mom. It's just so odd....
I love it though. Having somebody to hug and hold, someone who makes me feel important and I know likes me because we will just be laying there and then she will turn over and bury her head in my arms. I really like the feeling that I actually mean something to someone.
Mostly I just like having someone to hug, it always makes me feel great. Before I met Sam whenever I was down or thought, 'man i just need a hug' the only thing I could possibly think was to go visit Shellie. Nobody ever hugged me.
No this is not a sob story though, it's happy, because i'm happy now. And sometimes I can be mean to Sam or get mad over stupid stuff and that I have to stop. I really hope I don't fuck this up.