Death
Feeling like everything was working.
I thought God was giving me directions.
I thought I was walking in his will.
And I get punched. Not a sissy punch.
A punch that throws me into the wall.
Crashing me to the ground.
So I can drown on my tears.
Then He goes Indiana Jones movie on me.
Rips my heart out, uses it as a pinata.
And all my dreams are crashed into a million pieces on the floor.
Dreams that I thought He placed into me.
Dreams that I thought He was confirming in my life.
And I'm just staring at Him through the water stained eyes.
Not knowing what the Fuck I'm supposed to be doing.
I thought God was giving me directions.
I thought I was walking in his will.
And I get punched. Not a sissy punch.
A punch that throws me into the wall.
Crashing me to the ground.
So I can drown on my tears.
Then He goes Indiana Jones movie on me.
Rips my heart out, uses it as a pinata.
And all my dreams are crashed into a million pieces on the floor.
Dreams that I thought He placed into me.
Dreams that I thought He was confirming in my life.
And I'm just staring at Him through the water stained eyes.
Not knowing what the Fuck I'm supposed to be doing.