nights

[rocknlife]

at nights as I lie in my bed,
wondering what is going on in my life
thoughts never seem to fade
and always go to my dad
I miss him so much, and
I start thinking about all the things he is going to miss
And i start pondering the stupidest things
And I wonder why even go through with them.
why graduate from college, why go into the ministry, why get married.
because even though i won't and wasn't doing those things for him
I always wanted him to a part of them.
and now...