from a week of silance
Why do my emotions stress so much on what other people are feeling.
It kills me, it is so beyond ridiculous
God, why did you make me like this
And how exactly am I made?
I would really like to know, because I hate living like this
God where are you, oh yeah I forgot
You are right here next to me
I just want to curl up and cry or maybe die
But wait, im not supposed to think like that
But why, tonight was a normal night of my ridiculous life
And he wants to talk to me, why does he not call me
I wish I could just know the answer
Why can’t I know the answer
And, I don’t know,
I'm going to stop, before I hurt my self
But wait I already have
I just need to embrace who I really am, an introvert
I need to start secluding my self, pushing
Away all of my hurts
So maybe the rain might fall
Saturday night 2/11/06
It kills me, it is so beyond ridiculous
God, why did you make me like this
And how exactly am I made?
I would really like to know, because I hate living like this
God where are you, oh yeah I forgot
You are right here next to me
I just want to curl up and cry or maybe die
But wait, im not supposed to think like that
But why, tonight was a normal night of my ridiculous life
And he wants to talk to me, why does he not call me
I wish I could just know the answer
Why can’t I know the answer
And, I don’t know,
I'm going to stop, before I hurt my self
But wait I already have
I just need to embrace who I really am, an introvert
I need to start secluding my self, pushing
Away all of my hurts
So maybe the rain might fall
Saturday night 2/11/06