Phoenix with a heart ache
I cried today. Me. I cried today. Yeah that is to uncommon, but the reason I cried is pathetic. Because i am so freaking frustrated with school right now. I started crying and my greek in particular. I hate/love that class. But right now all I have is hatred. I really can't believe that I cried over freaking homework. It won't even matter later in life. Yet i waisted tears on it. I know it is because I am over worked right now, stressed, and completely just worn down. And it doesn't help that i was listening to Praise and Worship music that makes me cry anyways. But I just gave it up to God. Because I can't do this I can't handle this. And instead of getting all depressed and icky Im just giving it to God, because I am weak and I am thirsty and I really need him. So I am crying out to Him to give me the rest I need. Because all I have are a few short hours before I go through all of this once again. And I will rise up from this horrible week and the week to follow and I will rise from this stronger and smarter. I will make it.
Sarah
Sarah