This ruined puzzle- the prayer that has become my thoughts

[rocknlife]

A plague has hit my heart
I don't know what is happening in my soul
Praying for two things
One thought is lifted for my daddy
The other for myself
And yet I don't want the last thought yet
I can't stop thinking it
And with my thoughts lifted to him
I can't imagine him not hearing
Which makes me want to cry
So as the tears are breathing
In my eyes
The screen getting foggy
In front of me
I pray that I meet a guy
the guy to spend forever with
So my dad can meet him
And I can see the look in his eyes
That he'll know Ill be ok
I just want him to know
that Ill be ok
God, please let me be ok.

Sarah