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yesterday was x-mas. didn't really feel like it though. hmm..just another day, another party, more talk of the house.
yeah. a fam/friend party. where i have no one to talk to that's my age. goody.
so i talked to habib yesterday since i was bored at the party...oh wait! i did meet three more wayne staters and another u of m-er. yup. and two msu 1998 alumni. hmm. the two alumni are getting married soon...one's american, one's indian.
:-) makes me happy to see the mixing. .....i still need to work on that article...damn. i planned on re-writing my whole interracial relationship article cuz i hated it after all the editing. i guess i'll do it now.
so i talked to the indian girl(msu alumni)...and we discussed my problem of choosing majors...etc. so..now i think i'm set. i'm gonna go for that engineering degree at HOPEFULLY U of M, and i might take a minor in arts, specifically dance or fashion designing. i think the fashion designing cuz i've got the dance down..*wink*. i've got the ideas for the fashion, but i need to take my art skills further. now i'm starting to feel like i shouldn't have listened to my dad and should've taken those art classes i wanted to take. but yeah..so after my eng degree in whatever type of eng interests me the most (still don't know), i'm gonna work on my biz interest... i'm thinking of startingmy own biz in one of the forms of art that i'm into. could be fashion (accessories or clothes or both), interior designing/decorating, dance and choreography, ???. and if i decide that i don't wanna start a biz with any of those things, then i'll do finish the plan of an MBA so i can move to the top in the auto industry. sounds like a plan.
...my art memories are coming back...
man. that side of me is coming back..coming back pretty strong too. went to this home decor store with my mom today and picked up some stuff for my room. it looks pretty cool now...i just need to clean up some things off the floor.
but then again, what's the point? i'll be moving soon. new room. but that means i can do the decorations the way i want them. no stupid annoying flower border on the wall to deal with. YES! haha.
i feel like i can do things again. the confusion is gone...i just needed someone to explain what I WANTED to ME. hmm. thanks to the girl..
so i went and saw Ab Tumhare Hawale Watan Saathiyo. i think i spelled it right? but yeah..it was a good movie. hindi movie btw. went with my mom. i've got to admit...i like watching movies with my mom and going to craft stores, and sometimes shopping with her. i like how i can wear make-up around her and not have to worry about my dad telling me that i have too much make-up on. it's funny...if i wear eyeliner it's fine...but as soon as the eyeshadow goes on..yeah..big deal. it's fun to talk about make-up with my mom too...lol..and clothes...and accessories.
u know...it is weird that i've been a daddy's girl. but now i'm bonding with my mom...i'm seeing things from a different perspective. it feels like my dad's the criminal now. that's not right. i luv both of my rents. yes..i luv my mom..i just absolutely hate some things about her. i feel like i'm kinda stuck in the middle. but that's always gonna be there.
my sister calls from NC everyday asking if we love her. it makes me sad that a four year old calls three times everyday to ask her mom and her sis if they like her. we both LOVE her. i have a feeling something's not going right with her and my dad. ? i dunno...they come back tom though.
and then canada. yes. it just sucks that i have to actually sit down and do my hw there. grrr....i'm gonna miss the fun i've had this past week.
staying up till 4 every night, sleeping in till 11:30....MAN! can't wait till summer.
ok..so yeah i talked to habib yesterday night..and i realized that i really miss someone. yeah. it's making me sad, but i've gotta get that off my mind right now. i can't let that get in the way. gotta think of good things. i wish things would clear up but i can't do anything this time. it wasn't me who took the decision. guess that's y i feel like everything just went down the drain. like i said...i've got to think about other things.
"u contradict the fact that u still want me around. .......down, pulling me down. ...and it's all downhill from here."
ha.
time to go partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....jk.
that's next week...in canada. ha sweet. after the hw.
i'm not gonna see sunny as far as i know...phewww....don't have to worry about him hitting on me, although it is fun to hang out with him. ..when he's being normal. but what's normal? guys are never normal. haha.
"sick and tired of this world...there's no more air"..good line.
there's no air in novi...haha. i talked to my mom about my decision. she's ..uh..THRILLED with it. she's in love with ahggerty road. (how can u love a road?)..so if the school stuff works out then i will be moving to famrington hills..most likely somewhere on haggerty. i hope my credits transfer and the college apps won't be too hard to fill out with the change of schools and everything.
i really wanna move...NOW. but i'm gonna finish off this year at novi...hopefully. as long as we don't move b4 count day in feb.
so time to go eat. ppl over...i think i should talk to them more.
i hope everyone has had fun on their breaks and hope they have more fun.
yesterday was x-mas. didn't really feel like it though. hmm..just another day, another party, more talk of the house.
yeah. a fam/friend party. where i have no one to talk to that's my age. goody.
so i talked to habib yesterday since i was bored at the party...oh wait! i did meet three more wayne staters and another u of m-er. yup. and two msu 1998 alumni. hmm. the two alumni are getting married soon...one's american, one's indian.
:-) makes me happy to see the mixing. .....i still need to work on that article...damn. i planned on re-writing my whole interracial relationship article cuz i hated it after all the editing. i guess i'll do it now.
so i talked to the indian girl(msu alumni)...and we discussed my problem of choosing majors...etc. so..now i think i'm set. i'm gonna go for that engineering degree at HOPEFULLY U of M, and i might take a minor in arts, specifically dance or fashion designing. i think the fashion designing cuz i've got the dance down..*wink*. i've got the ideas for the fashion, but i need to take my art skills further. now i'm starting to feel like i shouldn't have listened to my dad and should've taken those art classes i wanted to take. but yeah..so after my eng degree in whatever type of eng interests me the most (still don't know), i'm gonna work on my biz interest... i'm thinking of startingmy own biz in one of the forms of art that i'm into. could be fashion (accessories or clothes or both), interior designing/decorating, dance and choreography, ???. and if i decide that i don't wanna start a biz with any of those things, then i'll do finish the plan of an MBA so i can move to the top in the auto industry. sounds like a plan.
...my art memories are coming back...
man. that side of me is coming back..coming back pretty strong too. went to this home decor store with my mom today and picked up some stuff for my room. it looks pretty cool now...i just need to clean up some things off the floor.
but then again, what's the point? i'll be moving soon. new room. but that means i can do the decorations the way i want them. no stupid annoying flower border on the wall to deal with. YES! haha.
i feel like i can do things again. the confusion is gone...i just needed someone to explain what I WANTED to ME. hmm. thanks to the girl..
so i went and saw Ab Tumhare Hawale Watan Saathiyo. i think i spelled it right? but yeah..it was a good movie. hindi movie btw. went with my mom. i've got to admit...i like watching movies with my mom and going to craft stores, and sometimes shopping with her. i like how i can wear make-up around her and not have to worry about my dad telling me that i have too much make-up on. it's funny...if i wear eyeliner it's fine...but as soon as the eyeshadow goes on..yeah..big deal. it's fun to talk about make-up with my mom too...lol..and clothes...and accessories.
u know...it is weird that i've been a daddy's girl. but now i'm bonding with my mom...i'm seeing things from a different perspective. it feels like my dad's the criminal now. that's not right. i luv both of my rents. yes..i luv my mom..i just absolutely hate some things about her. i feel like i'm kinda stuck in the middle. but that's always gonna be there.
my sister calls from NC everyday asking if we love her. it makes me sad that a four year old calls three times everyday to ask her mom and her sis if they like her. we both LOVE her. i have a feeling something's not going right with her and my dad. ? i dunno...they come back tom though.
and then canada. yes. it just sucks that i have to actually sit down and do my hw there. grrr....i'm gonna miss the fun i've had this past week.
staying up till 4 every night, sleeping in till 11:30....MAN! can't wait till summer.
ok..so yeah i talked to habib yesterday night..and i realized that i really miss someone. yeah. it's making me sad, but i've gotta get that off my mind right now. i can't let that get in the way. gotta think of good things. i wish things would clear up but i can't do anything this time. it wasn't me who took the decision. guess that's y i feel like everything just went down the drain. like i said...i've got to think about other things.
"u contradict the fact that u still want me around. .......down, pulling me down. ...and it's all downhill from here."
ha.
time to go partayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....jk.
that's next week...in canada. ha sweet. after the hw.
i'm not gonna see sunny as far as i know...phewww....don't have to worry about him hitting on me, although it is fun to hang out with him. ..when he's being normal. but what's normal? guys are never normal. haha.
"sick and tired of this world...there's no more air"..good line.
there's no air in novi...haha. i talked to my mom about my decision. she's ..uh..THRILLED with it. she's in love with ahggerty road. (how can u love a road?)..so if the school stuff works out then i will be moving to famrington hills..most likely somewhere on haggerty. i hope my credits transfer and the college apps won't be too hard to fill out with the change of schools and everything.
i really wanna move...NOW. but i'm gonna finish off this year at novi...hopefully. as long as we don't move b4 count day in feb.
so time to go eat. ppl over...i think i should talk to them more.
i hope everyone has had fun on their breaks and hope they have more fun.