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life is going pretty good right i am involved in a whole lot now and i like it but i hate not being able to do stuff with my friends all the time. i dont know if i want a relationship or not, everytime i actually like someone it doesnt workout and i am so tired of that feeling, it just makes me feel like im not good enough, i hope i can find someone that i really like soon. i hate being the only one out of my friends that doesnt have a serious relatioship but i dont have time for one. i dont know what to do. me and al are back good friends again and i have really missed her.