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He says I dont have feelings... well, meaning that I dont ever show any emotion about anything, and I don't seem to even care or fight back when somebody is talking bad about me. I think it's funny, since most people think of me as the exact opposite, that I make too big a deal out of things and let things get under my skin too easily. I have gotten so used to people telling me not to take things so seriously, and now somebody tells me that I don't take them seriously ENOUGH? He was joking around about how I have no heart, which is funny since if he could really see inside me he would see that I do in fact have a heart and he is the one that makes it beat faster everytime I see him. I guess I don't make it obvious enough how much I care about him, not that he shows his feelings any more than I do. I know he is not really the classy type, a guy who can just be all sweet and caring all the time without feeling like a lame ass. When he is though, it makes everything whorthwhile. The times when he isn't all lovey and such, he is still amazing, he has one of the greatest personalities, and I really think he makes me a better person. He made me realize some things about myself. Things that I never even noticed or thought about before. I have had to go through so much just to be with him, so I hope that means something...