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I know I havent posted here in ages, but right now I just need to vent. Well, so far, today has been a horrible day. First, I find out that my best friend thinks I don't like her anymore, and she hasn't talked to me at all today, which is really bringing me down alot. I saw her 3 times already, but she just passes by as if I'm not there. Then I find out HE has a girlfriend, and the fact that he didn't even find it necessary to tell me about it. I guess it happened yesterday, which is really odd to me since he didnt talk to me like it did, he was talking the same way he always did. I dont know what I did wrong, but I guess that everything I did wasn't good enough for him. When I heard about it in 3rd period, I tried so hard to hold back my tears, but a few of them decided to escape, but I dont think he noticed. And why would he anyways?? He probably never noticed me in the first place. He was always noticing HER, and I was just blinded until now. I just want to go home right now, I feel so sick, and I just want to cry for the rest of the day, which I know sounds pathetic. I love how I will have to see him everyday in my first 3 classes and talk to him as if everything is fine, as if I'm not secretly dying inside.
How the heck am I supposed to pass my drivers test after school today with all of these rainclouds above me?? I won't even be able to think. Man oh man, my life just go a whole lot more stressful.... gee whiz.
How the heck am I supposed to pass my drivers test after school today with all of these rainclouds above me?? I won't even be able to think. Man oh man, my life just go a whole lot more stressful.... gee whiz.