Foot in My Mouth
I will admit... being alone is a fear of mine every once and again. After growing apart from various good friends that I had made in Elementary school and Middle school when I make friends I often fear that I will lose them. It is important for me to have someone I can trust and rely on. I accept that I have faults and hope that people I become friends with will understand and accept my faults, too. Well, something I have been trying to control (somewhat unsuccessfully) is my need to not jump the gun. Of course, when I found out that my best friend was going away with my other best friend this summer without me, I was crushed. It may sound stupid, but put yourself in my shoes - you'd probably feel a little crushed as well. Well, of course now I feel stupid when I come to find that I am welcome to join them on their trip... I just wasn't asked as of yet to go because she knows I'm tight for money and I'd have to pay for my own plane ticket. So I apologized, I feel like a fool, but I am proud of myself that I can admit it! If it is the one positive thing that came out of this incident, then I am okay with that I guess.
So, for now, my foot will be in my mouth...
So, for now, my foot will be in my mouth...