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pain and sorrow
are all i shall offer the world
'tis who i am
t'was who i wanted to be
but, alas, oh my
i cannot be that way
for pain and sorrow
are all i shall offer the world.
this is one of the few non-friends-only things that i have. mostly because i want someone who is no longer a livejournal or real friend of mine to read it.
sxemyantidrg: damnit, does someone every fucking day have to make me cry
helthybodysicmnd: hes an idiot
helthybodysicmnd: completely
sxemyantidrg: i can't hate him, because i love him too mcuh
sxemyantidrg: god damnit!
helthybodysicmnd: i can hate him
sxemyantidrg: i can't....my heart won't let me....
helthybodysicmnd: he so fucking high and mighty
sxemyantidrg: i don't want to leave all of them, gina and stuff, but i can't hang around him, i know i can't, because every time i'm around him right now i feel like i'm going to throw up or cry and now i know i won't be able to stop myself
sxemyantidrg: i thought breaking up was bad, but this hurts so much worse
helthybodysicmnd: im gonna have a fucking talk with him later
sxemyantidrg: don't mention me henry, just don't say anything about me
helthybodysicmnd: why?
sxemyantidrg: because
sxemyantidrg: he's not going to change, i know he won'
sxemyantidrg: t
helthybodysicmnd: oh ill fucking make him hear me
sxemyantidrg: henry, he wont change his mind
sxemyantidrg: no matter what i do
helthybodysicmnd: i know he wont
helthybodysicmnd: i want him to know what hes doing tho
sxemyantidrg: what, absolutely destroying the life of the one person on earth who would give her life just to be friends with him
helthybodysicmnd: exactly
sxemyantidrg: i can't deal with this, breaking up was easy because at least i was still friends with him, now i have to deal with all the memories of me and him and that's going to hurt worse than anything
helthybodysicmnd: omfg
helthybodysicmnd: i hate him at this moment
sxemyantidrg: i wish i could hate him, i really do
are all i shall offer the world
'tis who i am
t'was who i wanted to be
but, alas, oh my
i cannot be that way
for pain and sorrow
are all i shall offer the world.
this is one of the few non-friends-only things that i have. mostly because i want someone who is no longer a livejournal or real friend of mine to read it.
sxemyantidrg: damnit, does someone every fucking day have to make me cry
helthybodysicmnd: hes an idiot
helthybodysicmnd: completely
sxemyantidrg: i can't hate him, because i love him too mcuh
sxemyantidrg: god damnit!
helthybodysicmnd: i can hate him
sxemyantidrg: i can't....my heart won't let me....
helthybodysicmnd: he so fucking high and mighty
sxemyantidrg: i don't want to leave all of them, gina and stuff, but i can't hang around him, i know i can't, because every time i'm around him right now i feel like i'm going to throw up or cry and now i know i won't be able to stop myself
sxemyantidrg: i thought breaking up was bad, but this hurts so much worse
helthybodysicmnd: im gonna have a fucking talk with him later
sxemyantidrg: don't mention me henry, just don't say anything about me
helthybodysicmnd: why?
sxemyantidrg: because
sxemyantidrg: he's not going to change, i know he won'
sxemyantidrg: t
helthybodysicmnd: oh ill fucking make him hear me
sxemyantidrg: henry, he wont change his mind
sxemyantidrg: no matter what i do
helthybodysicmnd: i know he wont
helthybodysicmnd: i want him to know what hes doing tho
sxemyantidrg: what, absolutely destroying the life of the one person on earth who would give her life just to be friends with him
helthybodysicmnd: exactly
sxemyantidrg: i can't deal with this, breaking up was easy because at least i was still friends with him, now i have to deal with all the memories of me and him and that's going to hurt worse than anything
helthybodysicmnd: omfg
helthybodysicmnd: i hate him at this moment
sxemyantidrg: i wish i could hate him, i really do