I once was lost but now I'm profound.
I want to write something profound when I feel down like this. I know it's just a passing feeling. I know that an optimistic attitude is all you need to bring yourself out of a mental slump. Tomorrow will be a brighter day, I know. That's how it works. That's what I believe. That's what makes me a survivor.
But it doesn't change the fact that I feel down right now. And I know why I feel down. And there's nothing I can do about it. So how about profound?
Oh yeah, I beat cancer. Go me.
It's times like this I want someone to remind me of something beautiful in this world. But I beat cancer, right? So what's more beautiful than that?
I feel sometimes like I'm not allowed to feel down. Like, if i can survive a horrible disease and maintain positive throughout; then letting something small get me down is so trivial and lame. But alas, I'm rambling.
LOST was really good tonight. I don't want to type anything for the people who haven't seen it, but it was probably one of the most important/revealing episodes in the shows history. If you haven't seen it yet, and you're a fan. You better see it quick. People are going to be talking about this one.
Oh yeah. I'm moving to L.A. I wanted to write a lot of stuff here about the move, and how it's exciting but it scares the crap out of me but.... I'm just not. I don't want to think about the problems I'm having getting it all in order (because it'll just stress me out) and I don't want to think about all the good things I have waiting for me out there, in fear that they could all disappear (and it'll just stress me out).
This is such a worthless post, I shouldn't even post it. But alas, welcome to my bi-annual rambling post. See you in a few months.
But it doesn't change the fact that I feel down right now. And I know why I feel down. And there's nothing I can do about it. So how about profound?
Oh yeah, I beat cancer. Go me.
It's times like this I want someone to remind me of something beautiful in this world. But I beat cancer, right? So what's more beautiful than that?
I feel sometimes like I'm not allowed to feel down. Like, if i can survive a horrible disease and maintain positive throughout; then letting something small get me down is so trivial and lame. But alas, I'm rambling.
LOST was really good tonight. I don't want to type anything for the people who haven't seen it, but it was probably one of the most important/revealing episodes in the shows history. If you haven't seen it yet, and you're a fan. You better see it quick. People are going to be talking about this one.
Oh yeah. I'm moving to L.A. I wanted to write a lot of stuff here about the move, and how it's exciting but it scares the crap out of me but.... I'm just not. I don't want to think about the problems I'm having getting it all in order (because it'll just stress me out) and I don't want to think about all the good things I have waiting for me out there, in fear that they could all disappear (and it'll just stress me out).
This is such a worthless post, I shouldn't even post it. But alas, welcome to my bi-annual rambling post. See you in a few months.