May 11, 2005 21:05
ok so im getting really sick of some of my friends lately...i mean some of them are just acting rally rude towards me lately and just making me feel like crap
Like sarah i dont get why shes changing soo friggin much! she just makes me sick...i mean shes smoking! and she stealing! shes one of my best friends but i cant be friends with her if shes gonna be a retard...i was on the phone with katie a couple of days ago and she was telling me a story how sarah and amber bunked school and went to the mall...well they went into debs and they got caught stealing so of course they got caught bunking...idk it just feels like all of my old friends are just changin for the worst...katie is the only one of my old friends that i feel i still talk to
idk if i can trust anybody anymore...and theres something else that im getting sick of...ppl complaining about me getting depressed sometimes There is ALOT of things that nobody but katie knows about that goes on in my life...like sarah thinks that she has it bad but how would she feel if she had her dad in the hospital for almost half of her life! yeah and for the ppl who didnt know about that before you know about it now...for the past 10 years my dad has been in and out of the hospital for a sickness that he has that was caused by the medicine that he had to take when he got a back injury when he feel off a ladder...and all of that medicine caused him to get depression, bi-polar disorder, and a whole lot of other stuff...and recently hes in the hospital for back surgery..and thats not even the whole story...i just cant take ppl telling me that i have no fucking reason to get depressed! just all the ppl who complain about what i write about can all just go screw cuz im sick of it...
Katlyn
**molly, haley, and evan...this isnt aimed towards any of you dont worry...***