Jun 19, 2004 16:34
Well, i'm clean....ish.
I've been clean(...ish) for coming up to seventy two hours and I can't say i'm particularly enjoying it.
I donno why I stopped. I guess I really did just take too much - I couldn't stand the sight of it anymore, the smell...the texture of it under my skin. Everything was melting like one of those insane paintings by those wacky muggle artists.
I just needed a break.
So, I went out with Lufi. Bumped in to Zac in The Three Broomsticks.
You have no idea how weird it is to see him again. It's like I didn't even know who he was, and vice versa. So strange. Ha. Like he was a total stranger...
I guess i'm still pretty fucked up or something, but we're supposed to be hanging out this evening. So we'll see...
Sometimes I think you have more to worry about when nothing is going on, than when you're dealing with shit. When there's nothing...things are so empty. Fuck, I don't know.
I'm out.
~P@x