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All I remember from my dream:
-boating
-noonish, sunny, slight NE wind
-one upsman ship
-a slightly hairy, tannish/olive father figure who looks nothing like my dad
-also some guy i was with, told bad jokes and had akwardly scratchy hair
I don't think that bug that went in my nose died, perhaps it feeds off of the viruses and mucus up there, and even allergens! My attempts to get him out have evidentially failed as he is still alive and well, crawling about my sinuses and throat. It's sort of sweet, albeit being a bit gross. He should have a name, if it is indeed male. Okay. Good andrognous name is...
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hmm, arbel. Yes. Arbel the small bug is living inside my head. It sounds nice and I'm probably wrong about little Arby actually being up there.
Also, I saw a spider on my windshield, which had jusssst been cleaned friday, walking around, I was afraid it was going to blow off or something, but it never did. It did begin to make a web across the front, which both made me concerned for it's wellbeing while also a bit angry that it was messing up my clean windshield. It eventually went off to the side, right before we arrived at the health spa, and I didn't see it again. Poor thing, it could have lived in my car, maybe.
We ate at Ruby Tuesdays which made me apprehensive because a certain girl works there who'd I'd rather not talk to, fortunately, I don't think she really wants to talk to me either. Orrrrr she just wasn't there. We had some guy who seemed pretty new, and I think a little short tempered. I wonder if my grandad left a tip, because I didn't see him leave one.
I've been getting a short temper with everyone, I feel, but nobody seems to let on that they've noticed. I want to go to therapy maybe since my grandmother suggested it, "you know -- if your mother had gotten help at your age, she wouldn't have turned out this way.. if you don't, well, you might go the same way..." and so I'd very much like to see one based on that comment.
I've been making stupid recordings on my microphone because I can't think of what to say. Chewing gum noises, attempting to belch, and humming. I am a sad person with no future.
-boating
-noonish, sunny, slight NE wind
-one upsman ship
-a slightly hairy, tannish/olive father figure who looks nothing like my dad
-also some guy i was with, told bad jokes and had akwardly scratchy hair
I don't think that bug that went in my nose died, perhaps it feeds off of the viruses and mucus up there, and even allergens! My attempts to get him out have evidentially failed as he is still alive and well, crawling about my sinuses and throat. It's sort of sweet, albeit being a bit gross. He should have a name, if it is indeed male. Okay. Good andrognous name is...
..
hmm, arbel. Yes. Arbel the small bug is living inside my head. It sounds nice and I'm probably wrong about little Arby actually being up there.
Also, I saw a spider on my windshield, which had jusssst been cleaned friday, walking around, I was afraid it was going to blow off or something, but it never did. It did begin to make a web across the front, which both made me concerned for it's wellbeing while also a bit angry that it was messing up my clean windshield. It eventually went off to the side, right before we arrived at the health spa, and I didn't see it again. Poor thing, it could have lived in my car, maybe.
We ate at Ruby Tuesdays which made me apprehensive because a certain girl works there who'd I'd rather not talk to, fortunately, I don't think she really wants to talk to me either. Orrrrr she just wasn't there. We had some guy who seemed pretty new, and I think a little short tempered. I wonder if my grandad left a tip, because I didn't see him leave one.
I've been getting a short temper with everyone, I feel, but nobody seems to let on that they've noticed. I want to go to therapy maybe since my grandmother suggested it, "you know -- if your mother had gotten help at your age, she wouldn't have turned out this way.. if you don't, well, you might go the same way..." and so I'd very much like to see one based on that comment.
I've been making stupid recordings on my microphone because I can't think of what to say. Chewing gum noises, attempting to belch, and humming. I am a sad person with no future.