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Sometimes I wonder. I look at the choices i've made in my life and wonder why i did not think many of my actions through. I have hurt so many. I feel hurt. I am nothing really, the one thing I want out of life I cannot get because it would be the last selfish act I would make. I want to smile but all I feel is that I can do wrong. The way i treat my loved ones, sickens me. The way i treat my self shocks me. I just want to sleep, to sit, to stay lethargic and put. I don't see the point in trying because I have given away all of my eggs. My basket is empty and their is nothing left of it. I'm selfish, self absorbed and lazy. I'm cruel and manipulative. I'm nothing. Seeing it and understanding it doesn't help me. Babbling like this is just another excuse for attention. Nobody will respond because i have wasted all of my ties away. I am alone. I am alone because i made it that way.