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wow.i feel like shit. like you think you are so connected with this person for so long and one day you see you are so not apart of their life anymore. it used to be when we were younger we were inseperable. i moved and things changed, i never though we would lose touch like this though. both of us have had the opportunity to make an effort but it is lacking it always has been. it sucks. im just a faded memory. no real new ones. no adventures. perhaps if i was a stranger i would have a better chance. oh well im not. it wnt chnage, and with the year coming we will just get farther apart until we wont even talk. instead of looking to others we should have just looked to eachother.