Mar 02, 2006 07:50
Oh yeah... it's been a wonderful night. I feel like screaming. Just FYI this whole post is going to be about WoW. I am right now a level 47 Night Elf Warrior. I've spent the hour long equivalent of 13 days in this game (roughly 312 hours). That's a lot of time wouldn't you say? Well... over that time I've been refining and perfecting my GUI. Adding little bits and sliding things around. The damn thing broke hard. The whole game fell apart in my hands. I spent about 5 hours trying to find a way to fix it... after backing up the corrupt file, I've erased it and let a new default GUI fill it's place. I now have a lot of work ahead of me to get it back to the way I liked it. That's what I get.
I mean... what the hell. Today was a really long day... did it have to do that? I had my new DM for a nice long visit today, I was stressed out and my head was pounding. He basically moved a bunch of things around and left the majority of the store sitting on the floor and back room for us to clean up. I don't mind taking a few steps backward to take a leap forward but this is ridiculus. I mean... I'm still grateful to have a job there, but each day it's getting a little bit harder.
So today was the day Jane finally got on WoW. I was very excited... till I realized I would be of very little use to her on it. Since my character is so much higher in level I basically slow down her progress. So... I don't know who I'm writing this to, basically I'm just complaining back to Jane indirectly. I feel like a huge pain in the ass lately... I've been whining and carrying on. I've been very insecure lately, like I have no control over anything and I'm fighting a losing battle against life. I feel like people are talking about me and I don't know about it... ugh.
I need to figure out what's going on. Am I supposed to be worried inward or outward? Should I even be worried? Why does sleep even feel like work now?
It's supposed to snow like crazy today... they said about 8 inches... so we'll probably get a nice dusting. It's almost 8:30am now and it's just a little bit overcast outside. I didn't even consider sleeping today. It's kinda weird to not even feel any inclination to sleep. I think I looked over at my bed and scoffed. I also drank a huge cup of dunkin' donuts coffee. I'm sure that had a hand in it.
Idk... I guess I'll get to fixing my WoW interface now. Oh and I should welcome Brittney to our LJ community!... sorry to do that on such a depressing note.
Well, that's me for now,
Best wishes,
Nick *_*_*_*_*