Aug 20, 2006 13:28
-Been working full time the past couple of weeks. it's been murder
-My truck's in danger of getting towed. Have no time to move it @_@. Been doing a lot of praying to the big man & he's been protecting it.
-Lonliness is getting worse but usually if I can talk to someone online I forget about it.
-The weight I've lost from working so much/not eating that much has made me look kinda scary. I don't like seeing my ribs >>
-Asshole partying roommate moved out so now it's just me, josh, jenn, & erik(butters).
-Been a lot happier after sharing something with Crystal that I've never shared with anyone before. Thank you for being awesome Crystal ^^.
-Get depressed on/off from people asking me what I'm gonna do with my life & even just what I'm going to do for Christmas :\
I dunno. I'm just trying to keep a cool head & just keep working & just keep on keeping on. The whole truck thing's got me thrown for a loop so now when i thought i had my money planned out now i don't know what i should pay off first. Overall I think things are going ok, just lonely/tired/bored.