Thank God for Publix
lol you read that right. Work's the only place I've been able to find any kind of peace lately. When I'm not working I'm wrought with sadness & lonliness & when I sleep I've been attacked by all my lil inner demons via nightmares these past few days. At work, I feel like I'm fighting a battle & actually accomplishing something. Last night was sad cuz I actually had a converstaion with a 50 year old about lack of work ethics in people today & I was having an honest converstaion. lol I guess I'm like an average joe version of Captain America lol. I've had one good dream that gets randomly thrown in about me being with someone but I always forget what she looks like by the time I wake up. It makes me happy for a few minutes but when reality hits me it just ends up making me worse off. So I want to thank Publix for giving me my job that helps me get my mind off things & help to start getting my life on track.