I tapped...
So I think I am going to finally give up. My strength to bring us back together has been drained and I realize that you never want to be with me again. I don't know what else I can do to get you back, but I don't want you back if you don't want to be back. So I guess all I can do from here on out is to support your decisions, no matter how much they hurt me everyday. There is nothing left I can do. I finally give up.