I just want this semester to END
uuugggghhh, since last night my nerves have been shot and I've become completely frazzled. Today just made everything worse.
I went to lunch with someone from my physics class with the intention of studying for part 2 of our final right afterwards. During lunch she drops this awkward bomb... Sarah (is her name) was very blunt when she asked, "Do you want to go on a date with me?"
"..........."
I've known that this girl is bisexual since the beginning of the semester. But being friends with someone who is gay, a lesbian, or bisexual has never made me feel awkward. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it or the person.
But after all that has happened these last few days it was NOT what I was expecting (especially since she was hungover and told me she made out with 13 people last night b/c she was so drunk) and I admit to feeling very awkward by the question. I said no as politely as I could and that I was really interested in this guy from work and that I wouldn't be interested otherwise. I put it as politely as I could and she took it really well, but still....
So much has happened and after the major awkwardness and embarrassment of last night... having another girl ask me out was just the cherry on top of the ice cream. There's nothing wrong with it and I'm still friends with her... but ugh... I just want this semester to END so I can go home and not feel totally embarrassed, awkward, and insecure.
I haven't eaten more than a few bites of anything since yesterday. I just can't eat. every time I try I get nauseas and remember.
I went to lunch with someone from my physics class with the intention of studying for part 2 of our final right afterwards. During lunch she drops this awkward bomb... Sarah (is her name) was very blunt when she asked, "Do you want to go on a date with me?"
"..........."
I've known that this girl is bisexual since the beginning of the semester. But being friends with someone who is gay, a lesbian, or bisexual has never made me feel awkward. There is absolutely nothing wrong with it or the person.
But after all that has happened these last few days it was NOT what I was expecting (especially since she was hungover and told me she made out with 13 people last night b/c she was so drunk) and I admit to feeling very awkward by the question. I said no as politely as I could and that I was really interested in this guy from work and that I wouldn't be interested otherwise. I put it as politely as I could and she took it really well, but still....
So much has happened and after the major awkwardness and embarrassment of last night... having another girl ask me out was just the cherry on top of the ice cream. There's nothing wrong with it and I'm still friends with her... but ugh... I just want this semester to END so I can go home and not feel totally embarrassed, awkward, and insecure.
I haven't eaten more than a few bites of anything since yesterday. I just can't eat. every time I try I get nauseas and remember.