sorry it pisses you off..wait, no im not.. im sorry that i apologized that night

[rockinyorwrld]

so the other night..gosh it must've been like tuesday night i went over to sean's and was with krisyn and bri and sara...after a while i went to pick up tommy and brought him back..and i also met sean's step brother, eric..who was cool as hell

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[rockinyorwrld]

i never once named a name... the only reason i wrote it this way is because i express myself better in words... this is exactly how i felt..and by me writing it this way, id figure maybe you'd understand me a little better.. i hate conflict face to face. Kristyn, i thank you for trying to watch out for me..but next time let's try and maybe make it sound a little nicer and id also like for you to speak for yourself and no one else..i would never put myself in such a bad situation after what i already went through.. you know how unhappy and depressed i was..do you honestly think that i would go through that all over again? i want my independence back..i want to keep this smile on my face.. i just dont want people to be angry/upset with me for something 1) that i didnt do and 2) for something that made me happy. I can promise you that i NEVER change my personality, i personally cant stand people that do. And that would be awfully hypocritical of me would it not? Tommy and i will NEVER go out.. EVER. He's fun at times, and at times he isnt.. he's the typical guy, which is probably why you dont like them. I get along with tommy and i am attracted to him. but i know that things would never work out and i have much much more respect for myself than that. all he is is a friend that is there for me when i need him at certain times..be it physically or to listen to me. I often confide in him.. you have to understand that.. he's been there when others havent. As have you, which i will never deny.. you are a GREAT person..and i respect that.. i just didnt agree with what you said to me the other night.
I accept the fact that you are both happy as i am happy for the both of you..but as i said before, there's a time and a place... okay kissing every now and then..but other things which i shall not name.. all the time? c'mon... it's just kind of uncomfortable after a while.. do what you want kristyn.. im only telling you how i feel and what i think.. and you know im not going to hold back. ill be completely honest with you and tell you how i feel.. and obviously you take it quite well and i thank you for it. Just understand where im coming from..put yourself in my shoes as well as others around you..

[rockinyorwrld]

and yes.. i will do you the favor of calling you or coming up to you next time.. i apologize i didnt do it this time.. but i got my point across