this is too much

[rockinyankee09]

So much is going on right now. Its really getting to me. Everyone's telling that I've changed and I really haven't. Im just tired of dealing with all this stupid crap. Im so confused right now. I dont know what to do. ugh. On top of that, my mom is really stressed out. All the plans we were making are done over now. It sucks. Im so afraid to make a mistake or that things wont work out like all the stuff thats been going on lately. Then this stupid school is really pissing me off. I was registered and now Im not and I wont be for a while. I dont know where Im going. Im so frickin confused. Then I might get all these stupid opportunities for school and I might get to graduate early. Then my guidance councilor tries to help me everything and shes not helping. I have to do it all on my own...well with my mom too. Then everyone is like "Its no big deal" when we talk about it but they dont even know whats going on. They arent helping either. The only thing that is actually going right is this huge group project in english. haha. i cant believe i just said that. Well there is another thing going right.I've finally got all my friends back. But I've found out the best thing for me right now is for everyone to just give some space.
Well Im gonna go try to get my mind off all this stuff. love ya.

~amanda