Oct 27, 2003 01:54
Don't you love it when you do nice things for someone everyday.......just so maybe one day they will return the favor. Not because they feel they need too, but because they want too.
I'm begining to think thats not going to happen, granted, the things I do are little but I do them all the time.
I guess it's a rude awakening when you've known someone for a long time, and no matter how much you've been through.........you just don't seem to have an impact on their life.
It's hard to see someone go through heartache, depression, and constant bullshit. I know how you feel....I'm always here, but that makes no difference to you. I have always been a friend....even when I wanted to punch you in the face I just stay here. Sometimes I wonder if I'm your friend because you love me, or just because I'm around.