In search of something new
I took a step back and thought........
What if i didn't wake up tomorrow, would anyone notice. I mean honestly, after a while, what would people remember about me. Yeah, I fucking know...it's stupid to think like that. But I am so fuck you.
I'm not in that whole......"I remember when..." or "If only I could be..." mode of thinking. I have pretty much been the same person my whole life. I mean maybe I think too well of myself. Maybe, People dont like me as much as I thought. Am I seriously stuck forever in the place of fill in friend and weekend fling. Well, if thats my job.....
I FUCKING QUIT
Thank you and goodnight
What if i didn't wake up tomorrow, would anyone notice. I mean honestly, after a while, what would people remember about me. Yeah, I fucking know...it's stupid to think like that. But I am so fuck you.
I'm not in that whole......"I remember when..." or "If only I could be..." mode of thinking. I have pretty much been the same person my whole life. I mean maybe I think too well of myself. Maybe, People dont like me as much as I thought. Am I seriously stuck forever in the place of fill in friend and weekend fling. Well, if thats my job.....
I FUCKING QUIT
Thank you and goodnight