aren't you tired of being weak?
kay, so. a lot of stuff went down this weekend and the past couple of days.
yesterday, i told geoff that we should just be friends. mainly because saturday something happened that reeeeally pissed me off, but i won't get into it. and it sucks because all he did was care about me, i just think that he didn't know how to go about it. i hope that we're still gonna remain friends, i kno it's gonna take him some time though and i don't blame him. but it's not like i hurt him intentionally. and that's what i realized in life, you're gonna hurt people, and as long as it's not intentional there's nothing you can do about it. you can't control an emotion. or how you feel or don't feel about someone.
speaking of which. today something wonderful happened. and i'm so happy that i got it all off my chest. but i've realized the person that i really like is one of my good friends. and knowing that he feels the same way is amazing. this is amazing. and i feel like a horrible person saying it. because of obvious reasons.
i will fill you in in time. there's stuff i have to deal with first.
ha you are probably confused, because so am i.
anyway.
i gotta go get my nails done tomorrow and then matt and i are gonna hang out.
and i just want to say that i love and adore alyssa because without her i would probably be going insane right now. I LOVE YOU ALYSSA. buttsex? this weekend? you and i? promise.
last night terence and i went to denny's at 5:30am. haha. we always have the most interesting times.
i'm going to bed! i'm pooped.
guhnight.
yesterday, i told geoff that we should just be friends. mainly because saturday something happened that reeeeally pissed me off, but i won't get into it. and it sucks because all he did was care about me, i just think that he didn't know how to go about it. i hope that we're still gonna remain friends, i kno it's gonna take him some time though and i don't blame him. but it's not like i hurt him intentionally. and that's what i realized in life, you're gonna hurt people, and as long as it's not intentional there's nothing you can do about it. you can't control an emotion. or how you feel or don't feel about someone.
speaking of which. today something wonderful happened. and i'm so happy that i got it all off my chest. but i've realized the person that i really like is one of my good friends. and knowing that he feels the same way is amazing. this is amazing. and i feel like a horrible person saying it. because of obvious reasons.
i will fill you in in time. there's stuff i have to deal with first.
ha you are probably confused, because so am i.
anyway.
i gotta go get my nails done tomorrow and then matt and i are gonna hang out.
and i just want to say that i love and adore alyssa because without her i would probably be going insane right now. I LOVE YOU ALYSSA. buttsex? this weekend? you and i? promise.
last night terence and i went to denny's at 5:30am. haha. we always have the most interesting times.
i'm going to bed! i'm pooped.
guhnight.