Jun 16, 2004 16:40
geez, i hate drama. agnes, we need to make a no no drama club, because that would be cool. eh...its really gorgeous outside, but i'm not in the mood to go there. i had a hard day today, so right when i got home i started to read my Bible. God seems to know exactly what i feel even when i don't tell Him, so i always read things that make me feel tons better, like everytime i read the Bible i breathe a big sigh of relief like "oh, i'm okay, i'll be fine and God is going to take care of me because He promised me"
i talked to some people at lunch yesterday with marie, and one of them said "see, you feel the need to depend on something and so and so doesn't" but really thinking about, everyone needs to depend on something, if they don't think so they're just kidding themselves. i just choose to be open about it.
when i babysat yesterday, i watched SIX kids, not just the usual four, but two of their cousins (because 4+2=6, yayyay!) and one of the cousins that i didn't know real well threw a fit and was screaming and out of control, so i went and got his aunt (the lady i babysit for) only to find her sleeping with a bucket full of puke next to her. grand, she was sick! so i just sat and waited with mr. out-of-control screaming and crying until his uncle got home. lets just say it wasn't the most fun babysitting job. but the fit boy's older brother said something along the lines of "you smile all the time, just like my first grade teacher, i just don't know how you do it!" that made me feel good. i like to think that i'm a joyful, happy person. it sucks being sad. i'm sad right now...