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it's only the third day of school and i'm ready to give up. at 7 i'm going to drop my astronomy class because i'm behind already and i can't stand it. i want to move my humanities class up, so that i don't have to get up quite as early, and i'd like to add another class so that i'm not just wasting time. i may add intro. to management or an anthropology called myth & ritual. i could add health & wellness promotion as well. i'm just afraid if i take too many hours, i'll screw myself over and get sick. if i give myself too much spare time, i'll end up sleeping all my time away. i am supposed to have class at 9, but hopefully i can get up early to add/drop classes. aside from the world of academia, things are crazy with the sorority. recruitment is coming up, so lots is going on. i'm sick of giving the "it's not like a regular sorority" speech. believe what you will, i like what i'm doing. i'm for sure taking yoga, ballet, 2-D design, intro. to education with a lab, and humanities. i'm getting rid of astronomy because it's a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad class. if i can add something else, great. i am never going to graduate from college at this point so why not just waste more time and money? i quit my job and though i ended up with an unexpected paycheck and tips, i still need money to get through the month and i have to buy at least $100 worth of art supplies before tuesday. my car needs new brakes and brake pads, but i don't want to tell my dad i need more money. i may have a new babysitting family, so hopefully i'll hear back, i need to find some piss ass job especially if my schedule is so spaced out. i want to run away and live in tree house in pisgah.
it's late and i want to go to sleep. brenda turned 21 today (yesterday) and i promised to be her designated driver, so i'm waiting up til she's ready to come home. bars close at 2, so hopefully i can get a few hours of sleep before re-doing my schedule, again. i don't want to pay for books for a new class either, blah. i am lazy, lazy, lazy and i just want to sleep all the time. i need some motivation.
on the non-academic/alpha xi side of my life things are going well. while i miss home like crazy, i am happy here and i think things are working out they way they are supposed to. old paths have crossed and things are just moving along. it's nice to have a good friend back and even nicer not to worry about them leaving soon. i have no idea why i am where i am or really what i'm doing, but i have a place to sleep and the things i need, so i should be happy.
right now sam is living on our couch until she finds an apartment. i want a cat because i'm lonely, but i don't want to pay for cat related things. if all goes well tomorrow i'll drop & add the right classes, nap accordingly, and get to see lots of people that i care about. it's laura's birthday and we're surprising her. a visitor is coming into town after my classes which i'm really excited about.
i'm anxious, edgy, exhausted, lonely, and happy. seems like a dumb mix.
it's late and i want to go to sleep. brenda turned 21 today (yesterday) and i promised to be her designated driver, so i'm waiting up til she's ready to come home. bars close at 2, so hopefully i can get a few hours of sleep before re-doing my schedule, again. i don't want to pay for books for a new class either, blah. i am lazy, lazy, lazy and i just want to sleep all the time. i need some motivation.
on the non-academic/alpha xi side of my life things are going well. while i miss home like crazy, i am happy here and i think things are working out they way they are supposed to. old paths have crossed and things are just moving along. it's nice to have a good friend back and even nicer not to worry about them leaving soon. i have no idea why i am where i am or really what i'm doing, but i have a place to sleep and the things i need, so i should be happy.
right now sam is living on our couch until she finds an apartment. i want a cat because i'm lonely, but i don't want to pay for cat related things. if all goes well tomorrow i'll drop & add the right classes, nap accordingly, and get to see lots of people that i care about. it's laura's birthday and we're surprising her. a visitor is coming into town after my classes which i'm really excited about.
i'm anxious, edgy, exhausted, lonely, and happy. seems like a dumb mix.