(no subject)
I wish my heart was made of stone
Blocking out the hurt from sins which I can't atone
I wish I was as cruel as you all think
So I wouldn't mind the weight holding me down as I sink
to the deepest depths of sorrow in my mind
I'd tell you how I feel but I'm running out of time
I wish words didn't cut and bruise
They say freedoms when you have nothing left to lose
Well I do and I'm still in my cage
Trying to hide behind a smile my infuriating rage
Screaming and wishing to just lose control
Trying to keep a pure part of my soul
I wish I could become someone everyone wants me to be
So I can end all of my stinging insecurities
I'm tired of writing useless words of hurt and pain
No one can hear me, my words are written in vain
Blocking out the hurt from sins which I can't atone
I wish I was as cruel as you all think
So I wouldn't mind the weight holding me down as I sink
to the deepest depths of sorrow in my mind
I'd tell you how I feel but I'm running out of time
I wish words didn't cut and bruise
They say freedoms when you have nothing left to lose
Well I do and I'm still in my cage
Trying to hide behind a smile my infuriating rage
Screaming and wishing to just lose control
Trying to keep a pure part of my soul
I wish I could become someone everyone wants me to be
So I can end all of my stinging insecurities
I'm tired of writing useless words of hurt and pain
No one can hear me, my words are written in vain