I need him back... correction... alynn and i need HIM BACk

[rockinlimey6]

So i have been thinking alot about senor chad... and i have decided i need him to talk to me... b/c he was a great place to go to hang to drink to smoke to do whatever the fuck we wanted. he was like a best bud for awhile... then one night... things went bad and bam... i didn't call and now? ahahha nothing we dont talk mcuh... well twice since jan.22
once he called to see if i wanted to come and drink beer that weekend
then i called him to see what was happening at his forever fun place. a party was occuring but i said i would go then didn't go bc i hate tim... actually heidi hates tim more than me... but oh well
so now chad won't talk to me again b/c i said i'd go then didn't go and that made him madder?
yea
so alynn and i have a bet

to see if i can get chad to talk to me again by the end of april... it's a 5$ bet but i'm gonna win... or at least die trying... yea yea!
so yep i love this song "blue eyes"
it's depressing but pretty
wow so this weekend i want to do something so exciting! i just gotta decide what sugga!
alright
gotta go do homework.
actually think bout doing homework won't actually do it ... i'm a slacker...
damn damn damn.
love love love
p.s.
i hung out with ace all day... it was fun/strange
we don't have much to say to each other
so we both just slept on the beach
it was good but ... i wish he'd talk to me about stuff but he won't
oh well
love love love