its over

Mar 24, 2007 14:53

i went on a date last night, it was a great time. which has lead me to this

its time to let go, i have been holding on for too long, i keep comparing others to you. nothing is ever the same so why should i live in the greatness of the past rather than cherishing it and moving on. im sick of it holding me back. im going to cut the bracelet off, it means a lot to me but its just a constant reminder of what was, now when i look and notice its gone i will think of the future and remember to look forward not behind. Nothing will ever be as great as that night back in January 2005, nothing but that was then, this is now. people change and i need to start looking for new things not the same old stuff. it hurts but i know it will make things easier for me. hopefully i can move on now. thanks for all the memories and im glad you are happy. may your future together be everything you hoped for and more.

i also thought about myself and what i want, i want a simple life, i want land and a house and just the country style of life. fast cars and high tech things arent what i truly want. just to have a family and be humble.

that may be hard though because...Im Nick Maschino and I am AWESOME!!!

I love my friends they are the best in the world, I feel you get what you put in and people get what they deserve, well I feel truly blessed with everything and I like to think its becasue I deserve it. To those of you that ive harmed, i am sorry, my lack of judgment is a hard thing to overcome but im glad you are all still with me.

Thanks to everyone for being great...especially luke, out of all my freinds i think i like him the most, he deserves a lot out of life and i think he will get it when the right moment comes.
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