Mar 10, 2007 00:30
today went better then i thought it would. she actually looked happy to see me which cheered me up. I wont find out but i really hope it went over well, i hope what i wrote happened and that she was happy to read it. Well I am here to keep posted what is happening in my life. I have actually been talking with a couple people who are very similar to me. That share some problems or views just like mine. It is cool, i am glad i have found these people and hopefully my friendships with them will grow. I am waiting on a relationship, i am not looking for one, nor am i waiting around ;). i am content with where i am and a relationship just isnt in my life right now, there is one exception but that dream will never come true(you know who you are). plans ahead:
finish work
move home the 31st into house at kettering
do my school while paying off credit cards and having a good time, hopefully a few good parties the first couple weeks of school, mostly because i want to invite a lot of my friends from around like ferris and central and saginaw and illinois. hopefully have a bunch of people visit and just party and show them a good time as they have to me.
go back to work in st jo mid june, taking a class at kvcc three nights a week to catch up in my classes
then back to school to do my first term as a senior, hopefully i will only need 3 senior terms but it might be 4
really want to pay off debt like car and credit cards. that is a big goal. then pretty much be able to finish school and then decide what to do with my life
thinking about joining the army or air force or something when i graduate, be an officer and all and do my 4 years for my country and hopefully gain a lot of experience and life lessons
i might try to get a masters or get a job then have them pay for me to get a masters
or screw engineering and open a business or two.
i have so many options for my future, we will just have to see where the road heads
im trying to train to run a triathalon as well. i think that would be fun and get me in shape, i dont really want abs as much as i want that sexy v, which i kinda have but its more just cuz of my fatty love handles. i am getting stronger and thinner though, i should be sexy by next summmer, maybe ill have to roam the beach more often
alright im tired fill in more later
i really hope you do keep up with this to see what i am doing, i am doing this for you, so that you dont have to worry and you dont have to wonder. this way you will know that i am fine and hopefully that will make you smile and make your life easier
thank you for everything, take care, and i hope you have a wonderful future